my bro moved out today; and i MISS rex alr; haha; shit la; im gna b sooo unused to nt having him ard; ill miss his tail which wags so much to greet me, ill miss his mouth which cleans up all the crumbs i drop on the floor; ill miss his moist black nose; ill miss his paw to shake hands with; ill miss his furry golden body to cuddle on; ill miss his smooth floppy ears to scratch; yeah and everythin else; lol; i promise to go visit very often; afta all their only a few busstops away;

things r gettin irritating; well i cnt quit leo club cuz they submitted the confirmed membership list alr; first they reject me online, then apparently im in agn; now i wna quit bt cnt; sooo shuld i gif it a try or shuld i jst keep missin all the meetings and cip; im really lazy to go fur meetings esp;

yay! wkends r here; firstly i hafta finish my bloody EOM before i can go and play; first draft due early nxt wk; i havent started and i haf no clue of how to do citations and all tt kinda stuff; jst kill me;
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mon tennis training was gd; my gd of cuz meaning slack; lol; bt i was pretty happy tt i managed to hit a few far shots; plus coach royston said i had gd ball sense=); tho i still think tennis really isnt fur me;

tues was random; rab came my hse n lost her first kiss to rex; lol; jst lazed ard before gng parkway fur dinna;

today im very tired; no idea why; im supposed to be napping now; i sent my first serious email; the lucky HOD of sci of nyps; haha; i hope she replies or our PW is dead; kaisheng is gng to chiangmai to rep sg in asean sch track n field; super pro; hope he wins something; so fur de time-being my pw grp's one person short; i gt back my report card today too; surprisingly the remarks were qt gd despite 3/5 tutors sayin tt i underperformed; haha shit hafta work harder fur promos alr;

nxt mon's a hol; cnt wait cnt wait; bt there's chem SPA skill D on tues; sigh; tmr meeting carmen fur lunch i hope; haha; school's super boring~ im desperate fur de long wkend~
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this wk passed so fast; its back to mon tmr alr=( tennis agn; training's gettin tougher; its really nt supposed to lyk tt; i joined thinking it was slack; also plssss ppl stop being so enthusiastic abt sat trainins; skip em wif me~ i havent been to more than 1 mth's worth of sat trainings alr;

mths ago leo club rejected me; until i recently found out yest tt im accepted alr; its dumb cuz pat n rab r both quitting; sighh; so i guess ill quit too;

yest went fur hs's church's youth rally wif hs, audrey, carmen, mq n wb; de whole thing was rather erm.. refreshing, me being away frm praise n worship fur so long; credits to de pastor who was really funny; argh i noe i should go back to church or somethin; it's nt lyk i dont want to or i dont believe anymore; its jst weird afta being gone fur ages plus there's a high probability of me slacking off agn; ill be gng to church agn someday; jst nt yet;

lol; what m i doing wif my life;

my bro n his family r gna move out by de end of july; means no more rex at my hse; carmen arent u overjoyed; ill miss him bt he's only gna b a few km away; i want to rear another animal thooo; now we'll haf spare rms=) my sis-in-law urged me to take over their rm cuz its bigger n brighter n their leaving de cupboards; im hoping to claim it as my study;
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