Saturday, May 07, 2005
im wasting today away too; lyk evry wkend; n i dont haf much more sats left to enjoy eh; nxt wk dere's com train;yest; me and carmen discovered tt me, her, shuang and sinee r de most pathetic ppl in de lvl; cuz in july when all ccas haf stopped; we'd still be training for com; haha; dint include sally cuz she's smart; had motivational workshop; when i ticked all the 'yes' boxs and raised my hand when asked if de workshop was motivational; i lied thru my teeth; its interesting bt i dun feel motivated de least bit; aniwae it doesnt matter; i dun tink any motivational wkshp wuld work fur me; well; we had sum combined talk at first; aloy was damn funny; de coach was mr singapore 1999; so boastful~ haha; den afta tt we spilt up; 4a and 4g were supposed to go to de library; haha; bt guess wad; de aircon was spoilt; so coach luke requested de auditorium fur us; de entire audi fur only 2 klazzes=); hmm; im auditory and my stress lv for satisfaction in life is damn high la; tink its so correct; i sooooo unsatisfied wif my stupid life ryt now;i was happy bcuz dere were no lessons=) bt afta tt had com train; me and sinee played ball fur awhile; com train we only did 3 cases; i guess qt ptless cuz sal wasnt down; she had superteens; sir huawei took us; if lyk tt myt as well dont com train actually; spent half de time hearing ghost stories n talking alot; its nice; hai~ i dun wna train; bt if evry com train is lyk tt; den i tink i haf better things to do; haha; tt nyt i kept imagining dere's a ghost sitting on my bed; how cool is tt;my dad met wif an accident today; haha; sounds so serious ryt; actually he jus kena hit by a van door i heard; bt i guess it hurts alot; its on his head~ i tink his teeth fell out n he go c dentist; supposed to go to my cousin's hse today; my aunt's babysitting my baby cousin; so my mum wanted to go down to visit; i wna see angeline~~ she's lyk 3 mths old already; bt in de end nv go~ sucks; so no lifeee~ i so wna go out today; bt no one to go wif; sian;
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4:42 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
i wasted my whole of yest away; boooooo; so irritated wif myself; aniwae wad kinda hol is dis; lu is seriously so damned; ok; i dun pity him at all; de fact tt we made him cry; yeah n i haf no chinese foolscap; crapped up; cuz of tt i haven started on my compo; 4 to go still~
later gna go abel's hse to borrow; n den afta tt shall decide what to do;
yest stayed at hm de whole day; was supposed to finish two compos; yet what did i do;
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nuthin; nuthin at all; n its wasted cuz i dint haf fun either; so its lyk as gud as nuthin; i dint use de day to do work or enjoy myself; siann;
hope today will be more fruitful~
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11:29 AM